Based on your answers it seems like your core lie might be the lie that

GOD CAN'T BE TRUSTED

It might not be stated quite that way in your head - it may sound like:
God doesn’t ever show up for me.
God can’t be bothered with my issues.
God isn’t really good.
There’s too much pain in my life to believe God cares about me.
I’m on my own.
If God really cared about me things like this wouldn’t happen.
Trusting God means risking everything.
Bad things are God’s test to show me where I am failing.
All of these lies are just that - lies.
That's why we're here - to come alongside you and help you bring your thoughts in line with God's thoughts - and He knows that with His help and some gentle repetition you can come to know deep in your soul that God is not only worthy of trust in general, but specifically worthy of YOUR trust.
We want to walk alongside you in this transformation, so we've created a whole bunch of resources for you - physical products, workbooks, and lots of free stuff too - be sure to download our guide to memorizing Bible verse to help conquer this lie when it comes up and listen to our podcast episodes about this topic - especially the episodes linked below!