Based on your answers it seems like your core lie might be the lie that

GOD DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU

It might not be stated quite that way in your head - it may sound like:
God is too far away to care.
God can’t be bothered with my issues.
God isn’t really good.
There’s too much pain in my life to believe God cares about me.
I’m just too broken to matter.
If God really cared about me things like this wouldn’t happen.
God never did anything good for me.
All of these lies are just that - lies.
That's why we're here - to come alongside you and help you bring your thoughts in line with God's thoughts - and He knows that with His help and some gentle repetition you can come to know deep in your soul how very, very much He loves, knows, sees, and cares for you.
We want to walk alongside you in this transformation, so we've created a whole bunch of resources for you - physical products, workbooks, and lots of free stuff too - be sure to download our guide to memorizing Bible verse to help conquer this lie when it comes up and listen to our podcast episodes about this topic - especially the episodes linked below!