Based on your answers it seems like your core lie might be the lie that

YOU ARE WORTHLESS

It might not be stated quite that way in your head - it may sound like:
No one likes me.
I am too much for people.
No one really cares about me.
I don’t really matter.
It would be easier on everyone if I wasn’t here.
I am a burden to the people I love.
I can’t do anything right.
All of these lies are just that - lies.
That's why we're here - to come alongside you and help you bring your thoughts in line with God's thoughts - and He knows that with His help and some gentle repetition you can come to both know that you are truly loved and worthy and accept the gift that you are.
We want to walk alongside you in this transformation, so we've created a whole bunch of resources for you - physical products, workbooks, and lots of free stuff too - be sure to download our guide to memorizing Bible verse to help conquer this lie when it comes up and listen to our podcast episodes about this topic - especially the episodes linked below from season 2!